no, i understand i don't like it when there's nothing i can do to help madoka-san is my friend and she's a lot stronger than me i just want her to be ok
you are much stronger than you are giving yourself credit for being stronger than someone else does not mean a thing in the end what matters is being strong yourself!
[ ruby has never considered herself to be a particularly "strong" person. she'd reserve that kind of description for people like dia or chika - they could be leaders and step up even when times got tough. an opinion like that from someone like jade means a lot. ]
but i feel like i don't really know how to be strong
i dont think theres a definite way to be strong in fact i think it would be more than a little tough to explain the concept to someone who doesnt know about it :P it is very abstract! but in my opinion strong just means you have not given up and you havent give up no matter what i can see that it doesnt matter what they do to you....you are always here and supporting me and riza so that to me says you are strong!
[ as much as she wants to believe it, ruby isn't so sure that what jade is saying is true. she's silent for a moment as she wonders if she does want to talk about it.
she decides that she does. ]
you and riza-san come from amazing places she's a soldier and can do... um... [ there's a pause in her text as she struggles to remember. ] elchamy? i think
[ that's definitely wrong, but she's too tired and emotional to think on it more. ]
i don't know about your world but you have dog ears! there isn't anything or anyone like that where i come from i just went to school and did my homework and lived with my parents and my sister... becoming a school idol was the craziest thing that ever happened to me i've never had to think about something this scary before
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that is
incredibly possible :(
this feeling in my gut wont go away though!!!
arghhhh
i hate this
not YOU or anything just..... this situation
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i'm really scared for her too
[ in a situation like this, how can she not be? ]
no, i understand
i don't like it when there's nothing i can do to help
madoka-san is my friend and she's a lot stronger than me
i just want her to be ok
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you are much stronger than you are giving yourself credit for
being stronger than someone else does not mean a thing in the end
what matters is being strong yourself!
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[ ruby has never considered herself to be a particularly "strong" person. she'd reserve that kind of description for people like dia or chika - they could be leaders and step up even when times got tough. an opinion like that from someone like jade means a lot. ]
but i feel like i don't really know how to be strong
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i dont think theres a definite way to be strong
in fact i think it would be more than a little tough to explain the concept to someone who doesnt know about it :P
it is very abstract!
but in my opinion
strong just means you have not given up
and you havent give up
no matter what i can see that it doesnt matter what they do to you....you are always here and supporting me and riza
so that to me says you are strong!
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and i want to give up
[ the words become faint for a moment as she sniffles, wiping away the tears pricking at her eyes. ]
but i don't want you and riza-san to be alone
and you've helped me this entire time...
you guys are amazing
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you and riza and i are not so different
we are all just trying to get through this
[ there's a small pause. ]
do you want to talk about how youre feeling
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she decides that she does. ]
you and riza-san come from amazing places
she's a soldier and can do... um... [ there's a pause in her text as she struggles to remember. ] elchamy?
i think
[ that's definitely wrong, but she's too tired and emotional to think on it more. ]
i don't know about your world but you have dog ears!
there isn't anything or anyone like that where i come from
i just went to school and did my homework and lived with my parents and my sister...
becoming a school idol was the craziest thing that ever happened to me
i've never had to think about something this scary before